I'm sorry!” The sound of a hand hitting a face startled him. Something about today seemed off. Everything has gone to hell. He is a living, breathing contradiction. Rating: R-18 Warning: Future AU, Original character(s) Summary: In the future, North Korea launches a war that will re-shape the world. Oh, and short. Please consider turning it on! What did I do to deserve this? Note that all eye colour schemes have been used by the 1p! tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit). Some of the nations share a horrifying secret about their childhoods. A Hetalia fanfiction ~*~*~*~*~*~ America woke up to a blue sky. France x America 2. Just one more push and he would crumble into millions of pieces. Create New Account. They didn't know how much their words were killing him from the inside. He used this spot to cope with sadness and express his joy. The hope project. Would it break you if you knew it was your fault as well? I wrote a terrible fanfic when I was in fourth grade and I’m wondering if you guys would like to review it but, theres one problem, it’s not about Hetalia. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. I hope so.'. England and America comfort him. Romano's HAU Series back story Part 1! hetaliafanfiction hetalia hetaliafanfic hetaliaaxispowers aph hetaliaxreader aphrussia aphamerica hetaliaengland hetaliaamerica hetaliaworldseries aphengland alfredfjones arthurkirkland aphfanfiction hetaliaprussia axispowershetalia fanfiction anime usuk. It’s poorly written with shitty smut and I honestly have no idea how and why I wrote this when I was 9-10. America/Canada (Hetalia) America (Hetalia) Canada (Hetalia) Twincest; Human & Country Names Used (Hetalia) Top Canada (Hetalia) Bottom America (Hetalia) Summary. It was America's turn to hold the meeting...But, why didn't he show up...? Canada has a bad dream. By: stardustdestiny3. Everyone had a way to express themselves. They never saw the light fade from his eyes. Anime/Manga Fanfiction Romance Hetalia England America ... Canada Abused Love Manga France Arthor Alfred Americas Older Sister A England never even raised america in this story. I want to help you, Alfred. #america #axis #balticstates #britain #canada #europe #fanfiction #hetalia #missing #mystery #powers #unitednations. France x Cuba 8. Italy closed his eyes tightly and tried to drown out the sound of Ms. Hungary's crying with his hands. Community See All. Did America ever die? Her pleas for forgiveness went unanswered as always. Meanwhile, England is going through breakup stages and realized he never loved France. Share via Email Report Story Send. His words and actions suggest that he's happy, but he's drowning in a river of sadness that has consumed him. Forgot account? Work Search: See more of Hetalia Fanfiction~ on Facebook. Though they haven't interacted much in the webcomics, the pairing comes from their history. Canada takes a nap. WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. And never think for one second that you don’t deserve it.”. ... Anime/Manga Fanfiction Grass Greener Hetalia Abused ... Story belongs to and by ylime-cxii from deviantart.com A/N: WARNING this is sad and since i made it so long earlier i split it up into 2 parts this is part 1! I got out of my room. Share via Email Report Story Just to let you people know, this is a Hetalia Fan fiction based off a dream I had. 'He came to me. The reincarnated Canada spends the day with his new family. Italy may not have experienced it, but he saw it happen. ~In which the sleep deprived author is unable to write a summary, so they came up with a quote that may or may not fit. 'Could you bare it if I told you? What does it mean? He would have smiled if he didn't have a bad feeling about today. Dark!Depressed!Bulimic!Secretive!America x RussiaMultiple OC's (human, state, nation, territory's) used.Human names used.Rated: T for violence (lol nobody's gonna pay attention to this)Hetalia belongs to Papa HimaTRIGGER WARNING. I do not own Hetalia or the characters. #2 in the HAU series! “Make a wish,”Canada murmured to himself before blowing out his candles. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic, if you don't like it then DO NOT read it. France remembered the day well. And then Russia or England helps him get healthy again! He was alone again. In his … This was America's Studio. Title: Perception Author: Anonym Main Characters: America, Russia Request from the LJ kink meme: I’ve read a few bulimia fics, but I really really want to see a fic where America has anorexia and collapses at a world meeting, and all the nations find out about his eating disorder. France x Austria 3. What happened during 9/11 with the personifications? This goes from 1985 to present day. she took america and canada away from their abusive parents when they were at a younge age. Whether itd be about American stereotypes, American history, or something deep and personal that happened to them then. Angst.America pines for England,wants him to leave France for him. I am also NOT … It's too much. Remember 9/11:: Hetalia Fanfic Historical Fiction. Side drabble to the HAU Series. It gets pretty damn boring and doesn't get updated often, but yep. Despite knowing that they aren't real, she can't help but imagine herself in a world of magic. Should he care anymore? Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - England/Britain, America, Russia, France - Chapters: 21 - Words: 66,161 - Reviews: 820 - Favs: 835 - Follows: 475 - Updated: 6/8/2014 - Published: 11/17/2013 - Status: Complete - id: 9854661 + - Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten Next > A/N: Hello! “I'm sorry, Mr. Austria! Theoretically, the world would be better if... America & Canada & England & France & Seychelles (Hetalia), South Italy (Hetalia)/Original Male Character(s), Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, oh also America has kinda depression-y thoughts so heads-up, no smut but i promise you i will create something, this isn't in the story but i have a headcannon that england burned the scones that ONE time, and then everyone keeps teasing england for it like, when you fall back on ukus bc you are too lazy to use a translator. Alfred has hung on for a long time, but now he grips the end of the rope and his will is slipping. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. #america #canada #hetalia #usuk Follow/Fav America's Fourth. America no longer needs him, he doesn't feel loved anymore, and something -- someone -- inside him wants him gone. America; England; France; China; Russia; Minor Characters Creatures of Hetalia Media. However, there is always that one person that sees his every move and every action. England and America make a decision. About See All. A short, Hetalian retelling of JFK's assassination on November 22, 1963, and America's reaction to it. The way Ludwig said it made him believe it. R/R, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (5), Japan (Hetalia)/Original Character(s) (1), Tragedy Of A Certain 'Hero Type' (On Hiatus), America is a depressed boi and he deserves better, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. With fluff and angst included, (This is directly taken from the Wattpad description of I Lied.). Days pass without the jolly personification of the U.S. Two years later, a teen named Alfred Jones encounters England and Canada in a stunning chain of events. Now all i need is my-' my thoughts were interrupted by a sound of yelling, "(name) get down here now!" Community. Does he hide all of this behind a mask? This chapter talks about Anorexia so if you want to skip it then alright. "Someday, they'll beat me down until I am nothing left but broken bones and lost words, but as long as I told you I loved you, it was all worth it.". Long hair is often portrayed, and at such will often use a ribbon to tie it back. There will be a part two! FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. Lovi just won't behave. France x Canada 6.France x China 7. By: pyromoose. Cross-Posted on FanFiction.Net; Summary. His was usually in one spot. Your POV: 'I-I can't take it anymore. They never noticed, and if they did, which America doubted, they didn't care. If you are at all sensitive to these topics then I employ you to please not read this fanfic… America/Korea is an uncommon pairing involving the characters America and Korea. He smiles at everyone while he breaks inside. Set during #8. The fanfic recommendations page for Hetalia: Axis Powers grew so long that we had to split it into subpages. All possible Hetalia Pairings. ; Non-Human Sidekick:. 1,136 people follow this. #6 in the HAU series. Prompt: Alfred sings at restaurants with a live band and they encountered an ex...with his/her new husband. The other Nations are not as oblivious to his depression as he assumes, nor are they as willing to let him fall. 1,141 people like this. Not Now. For the longest time, Natalya Arlovskaya (APH Belarus) always had a love for magic and fairies. #5 in the HAU series. [Fanfic] Russia x Latvia . He got there earlier than everyone else, as usual, and took his seat. Enjoy. Title and cover from Inactive Loser! Alfred has been dealing with anorexia and bulimia unbeknownst to Arthur for a long time, but Arthur finally finds out. Romano could hear it from his hiding spot, the hollow sound of boots on the stone floor. Warning! You’re allowed to be sad.” The tone in his voice made no room for argument, and Alfred wasn’t sure how he would have argued against that, anyway. Lol and by the way I HATE France X Cananada just saying but I do like Engald X Female America lol. They had just called a lunch break so he was eating his lunch alone. Prussia at one point in time. Browse through and read or take hetalia x depressed reader stories, quizzes, and other creations . Send to Friend. Yes, he does. A month has passed since the last World Meeting and America's depression is getting worse. He was invisible. He had no purpose. It is also known as AmeKor (from America and Korea).This pairing is usually referred to as Kimchiburger, taken from the fact that America enjoys burgers, while Korea enjoys kimchi. “Lovi~!” Spain had found him. Waiting for Spring by fireweed15 reviews. Hetalia X Child Reader 35.9K 729 663 This is a story of the Hetalia characters mainly England, France, Canada and America who all live together and end up adopting a 15year old girl. There are two parts of him that are at war: the cracking mask and his true self. Title: Nothing I Want More Author: haruki_emishi Rating: R Character(s)/Pairing: Russia and Latvia, and Russia x Latvia more prominent the second half. France x Egypt 10. All the abuse, all the pushing and names. Log In. He would rather kill his president than have the other nations find out how close he was to the breaking point. America sat in the meeting room with a Big Mac in his hands. Please consider turning it on! Work Search: As regrets are expressed, scars exposed, and feelings come to light, Alfred may not be the only one who heals. FrUsUk Light Angst or Hurt/Comfort, basically. WARNING ⚠️ - This fanfic will have depressive themes, suicidal thoughts, tendencies (meaning self-harm), and/or actual suicide, verbal/physical abuse, threats of verbal/physical abuse, and swearing. Spain loves his Lovi, he really does. Romano knew this, more so than anyone else. 1 Pairings Dealing with America 1.1 America/America 1.2 America/Belarus 1.3 America/Canada 1.4 America/England 1.5 America/Estonia 1.6 America/Japan 1.7 America/Korea … It didn't matter what he wished for or even how hard he wished. Despite the fact he is still quite young, he sees things people his age would never begin to think. 'He came to me. Terrible things begin to happen and the entire universe spirals down an angst ridden path toward War and Revenge. FanFiction | unleash ... Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 67,927 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 4/5 - Published: 5/22/2013 - Germany, England/Britain, America, Russia. America (Hetalia)/England (Hetalia) Germany (Hetalia)/North Italy (Hetalia) England (Hetalia: Axis Powers) France (Hetalia: Axis Powers) War; Sexual Abuse; Execution; Internal Monologue; Summary. They never saw past his fake smiles. Prus… One-shot. First work of the decade, and it has to be Hetalia. his older sister maria did. Suggested by SME Carrie Underwood - All-American Girl (Official Video) This is a very cringe fanfiction I made. For example, in episode 8 of The Beautiful World, he leaps at the opportunity to use his technological knowhow to track down the hackers who messed with Estonia's blog.Of course, he often falls into It's All About Me while trying to help. He laughs when all he wants to do is curl up and cry. Hey, it's Abby with a... depressing chapter. They never saw his desire to hurt himself. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. Share. Some would say that described the young country on a normal day as well, but he was having fun, … This subpage is for Dark Fics about the unsavory side of world history and relationships.. You can add to the current recommendations if you want; please do remember that you need to use the template found here and sign your rec for it to stay on the page. Abusive Affection (a hetalia fanfic) Chapter 1: sadness and abuse. Hetalia: America and Native America OC, Rated T. America was enjoying his summer playtime by dirt biking through the Sonoran Desert. Why does he look so much like America? *Side Stories to be posted soon in 2-3 separate series. America shrugged it off as nothing and went on with his day. With his helmet on, the motor roaring, and a rain of sand and pebbles all around him, he was blind and deaf to all but the arid path directly in front of him. Eye colour varies, similar to his 1p. America does genuinely want to help his fellow nations. Evanesce: to disappear gradually; vanish; fade away. America was somewhat popular in middle school, as well as very gay. or. FanFiction | unleash ... Anime/Manga Hetalia - Axis Powers. This is a list of the most popular pairings in the Hetalia: Axis Powers fandom, started by hints of canonical evidence in the manga and anime, or ones that have grown to become popular with little evidence so far in the series. Did you know? He's ready to end it. His chair is now untouched and stays at the exact same spot in the meetings to come. Everyone notices him, always finding something to point out about him. It follows many nations in their life and actions. AU. Follow ... America wore a mask to keep them from seeing his true emotions. ( Red and pink are popular instances, along with the rarer color of blue and purple. W-what if I just killed myself right now? No one will notice right? Spain was not God. It’s actually about Ariana Grande as Iron Man and Sia’s daughter who falls in love with Hawkeye and Captain America. “Sorry isn't good enough!” And then the crying began. Sort by: Hot . Did you know? As the other nations meet the odd boy, what will happen? Why? “But, please promise that you will let me help you. He got ready for his day and went to the world conference. (I chose Arthur, obviously). Chapter 1 1.2K 14 3. by _jalyn_nylaj_ by _jalyn_nylaj_ Follow. A loud crash was heard ringing throughout the large house as Raivis stood frozen to one spot eyes as wide as dinner plates. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Today is 9/11, and my goal is to write something every year to commemorate today. 9/11 totally devastated all over America. when its time for them to go to their first world meeting, how do you think it would turn out? He is physically similar to his counterpart. France x Belarus 4. (PLUS SERIES OF ONESHOTS) I don't own any of the songs! * I am NOT Hidekaz Himaruya, therefore I DO NOT own hetalia. BUT SOME characters are my own version, such as the 50 U.S states, the Philippine islands and provinces, Japanese islands and prefecture, etc. Hair is varied between curly and messy to being straight and orderly. All credit goes to Hidekaz Himaruya. Set during #8. No clouds in sight. These are all the hetalia pairings that would make sense in any way (meaning they have history with each other, in the slightest way) 1. xXx **DISCLAIMER! No reason to live. Fanon. A bit of Spain's side to the 'Devil's Possessions/Objects Sub-Series.' Meanwhile, a new family is born from the ashes of an old life. If France could speak, he would surely be crushing the pristine image England had of the former Canada. Side drabble to the HAU Series. Anime Manga Webcomic Lost Strips Gakuen Hetalia Comic Diaries Music, CDs, etc. This is a list of the various comic diary strip collections of the webcomic version of Hetalia: Axis Powers. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. It hurts...why can't they leave me alone? HAU Series Side-Drabble. They called him fat, stupid, lazy, unworthy, and a waste of space. And the mask is winning. 329 Stories. Add to library 560 Discussion 188. It was an accident! Hair color varies from blond, platinum, and white. Originally published on Wattpad on May 2, 2016, “Alfred,” he said, and it was so warm Alfred almost melted, “It’s okay for you to feel that way. Thank you! Everyone knows that the Devil's love is poisonous. As you can see, between my partner and I, I tend to write a bit darker than her. She thought this was the case until encountering a fairy by the name of Florentyna (APH Fem!Poland) near her home after seeing her get attacked. 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